I was a loaded gun

With a lot of excuses

Not a lot of fun

You took every shot

With a perfect smile

A heart filled with colours

Seeping unto mine

 

A match lighted by a sun

Over time we added some more firewood

We breathed life over thin air

Nothing can match the happiness you wear

Sculptured by angels

The bullets became flowers

Heaven knows how much I admire

 

They say it’s blind

Yet I know exactly why I fell over and over

When you talk about others

I try hard to notice fireplaces over a star

Sure, they have warmth

But cannot warm a world at all

There will always be just one of you

What’s your story

What’s your cause

What’s that fire that lights your path

 

We all have reasons

For what we are

For all the evil there’s good

 

Where you only see beauty, I see faults

Where I see beauty, you see faults

 

What’s your story

What’s your cause

You live as if you were the sun

 

How do you manage being so alive

So beautiful

You inspire worlds you don’t even know

 

Where you only see beauty, I see faults

Where I see beauty, you see faults

 

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

So, listen to those screams that you are the dream

Beauty take different shapes and form

And with some you cannot help but simply fall

 

Where you only see beauty, I see faults

Where I see beauty, you see faults

 

Correct me if I’m wrong but you were sculptured by gods

 

 

 

Everyone wants to rule the world

Be a king a queen

Rather everyone wants to rule someone’s heart

Be a ruler

Be the freedom

 

You see it as a victory

When you are the thief

 

You can finally breathe

When you have and are the key

 

Songs sung of the hero

You want yourself immortalized

Or what gave you this incredible freedom

Knock and you’ll receive

Give and more will be given

 

You see it as a victory

When you are the thief

 

You can finally breathe

When you have and are the key

 

The more time you spend

Isn’t happiness what lies in the end

Selfish little demands

Share in those my friend

It is okay to be satisfied

Remember the return the admire

It’s the gift of life to choose

Have you found what you wanted to

 

You see it as a victory

You see it as a battle well played

When you are the thief

When you were a slave

 

You can finally breathe

After the war was decided all along

When you have and are the key

Fight for the dream

I figured it was just a way of speech

That we accept the love we think we deserve

We think ourselves weak

 

Then that fateful day comes along

Where you lose the habit

You are out of control

 

Something dear that you start to demand

And still you tell yourself it’s not yours to have

Little by little you start not to care

 

You want something of this world

You want something out of this world

That breathes life

 

Can you really have it

Is it actually yours to keep

That perfect dream

 

I figured it was just a way of speech

 

Now you start to give

For some reason you also want to take

You who should not have a piece of this cake

 

Distance grows within yourself

Unsure of what you now are

And still you know now what you want

 

You are told things of beauty

Laughing it off because that is your duty

To be an insect among men

 

Desires compromise the plan

To just be there and be a helping hand

Your tears are a promise of that you can be free

 

And the closer you get

The more of that freedom you have

It’s all in your head

 

I figured it was just a way of speech

 

Clueless why you want more than you are allowed

And this is how it transpires

That maybe just maybe those words of beauty had truth in them all along

 

You laugh at it

With a million more thoughts

With a thousand more questions

 

Take off the mask

Be who you want and are

Stand tall

 

With fire in your chest

Heat that will never stop

A light that keeps growing fast

 

I figured it was just a way of speech

That we accept the love we think we deserve

We think ourselves weak

 

I figured it was just a way of speech

Your light is seeping out

I touch colours I don’t remember I’ve seen

The fire in there is so clear

Your heart is speaking

 

What kills me I can now survive

What heals me now is ecstasy

 

So, this is what it’s like

I’ve been missing out

 

These devils are now afraid to speak up

My own little light grows in my heart

What I wanted is now dark

What I want is grand art

 

What kills me I can now survive

What heals me now is ecstasy

 

So, this is what it’s like

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

So, this is what it’s like to be around a star

You burn brighter yourself

So, this is what it’s like to be around your heart

 

Sometimes you want to give your life

Not the end of it

But all the time I have left

 

What kills me I can now survive

What heals me now is ecstasy

 

So, this is what it’s like

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

 

I’ve been missing out

Are you going to make a coinflip decide

Whom you touch

To whom you talk

Whom you know

 

You let a coinflip decide your life

How you act

Why there will be tears

What will happen all those years

 

Love is not hard

You just have to skip ignorance and fears

Love is blind

Not power and control

 

You can be selfish and still kind

Is it that horrible to imagine

Is it that horrible to be

 

Please and be pleased

Just go with it

The more you give the more you get

 

Love is not hard

You just have to skip ignorance and fears

Love is blind

Not power and control

 

Kill or be killed

You can have it all while having nothing at all

 

Do or die

Rough or not just be you

 

Love is not hard

You just have to skip ignorance and fears

Love is blind

Not power and control

 

Are you going to make a coinflip decide

Light the fireplace that resides in your heart

The engine in there can work but is slow to start

An adventure lies ahead

One that you would not want to miss at all

You will twist, and you will turn

An opportunity to learn

 

There will be hands around your neck

Around your heart

Some will squeeze some will fondle

Scream when you need but live

Because your hand will also be around others

Whether you choose it or not

 

You can remain silent and keep the fire

Or share it with desire

No dream is to be ridiculed

You never know but sometimes the stars align

The dreams then become truth

No matter age we keep our youth

You’re another colour on my wall

And I’m ready to crawl

 

That’s the spirit tell me what I want

We start our life as falling stars

 

We wish we knew better and we probably do

Still this right now is something that I cannot lose

 

The reasons are stronger than what we could choose

The reasons are killing all other thoughts

 

We split our faces and are playing with masks

Fill my blanks with new touches from your heart

 

We’re little lights that dance

What are we doing nothing at all

 

You’re another colour on my wall

And I’m ready to crawl

 

The reasons are stronger than what we could choose

The reasons are killing all other thoughts

 

Slowly we are killing the wall

However we got here we have been fighting hard

 

We’re all having a war

And we love the cause

 

You’re another colour on my wall

And I’m ready to crawl

 

 

Hey there stranger, do you need a friend?

Hey there do you need just a touch in your life?

 

I’ll change, I’ll change, I’ll become transparent

I’ll change, I’ll change, I’ll become transparent

 

Do you have a lot of work

A lot of tension

A lot of fears

 

I’ll change, I’ll change, I’ll become transparent

I’ll change, I’ll change, I’ll become transparent

 

I’ll be the tool

I’ll be the doll

I’ll be the fake

 

So you can bury your guns, deep in my hands

And I’ll, transform you

I’ve felt the same hunger as you feel

I know the demons can taste way too sweet

So I’ll, transform you

 

Hey stranger, I’ll change you, while you change me

Hey stranger, I’ll transform you, while you transform me

 

Bury your guns, deep in my hands

And I’ll, transform you

I’ve felt the same hunger as you feel

I know the demons can taste way too sweet

So I’ll, transform you

There’s an orchestra in my mouth

That brings what was dead to life

From nothing comes a paradise

 

You can see it too can’t you

The colours take shape and form

It’s a play of demons and angels fighting a war

 

Called to battle with a pen and a brush

We’re all creators of such

Magic is real it resides where you want it to be

 

They call it culture

I’d call it living dreams

We are a part of the creations we create

 

Beauty always comes with a price

We spend with it entire lives

The heart will always ask for pleasure

 

Immortalized

Pieces will always remain

Made to last until the end of time