I can’t even

I can’t even

I can’t even

 

What do you

What you do

To me

 

I smile

Like the biggest idiot ever

 

I smile

Claw my thighs

And close my eyes

 

There’s too much to remember of you

Can’t there at least be something bad

I’m now insane

Out of my mind

Are you happy now

 

Are you happy now

Are you happy now

 

I can’t even

I can’t even

 

What do you

What you do

To me

 

I smile

Like the biggest idiot ever

 

I smile

Claw my thighs

And close my eyes

 

You are holding my heart hostage

What can I even do anymore

Out of breath

Shouting a name

Hoping you do the same

 

I try to fight you a little

To try to feel a bit in control

I want you immediately

I’m on fire

Are you happy now

 

Are you happy now

Are you happy now

 

I can’t even

I can’t even

 

What do you

What you do

To me

 

I smile

Like the biggest idiot ever

 

I smile

Claw my thighs

And close my eyes

 

I see your face in everything