Month: January 2018

How could you do this to me

Make me choose right from wrong

How could you do this to me

 

I didn’t even have dreams

An empty bottle the wind screamed in

Now I dream vividly

 

Take responsibility

I’m now the better or the worse part of you

Infused with you

 

When you took it up on yourself to make me fall

Don’t you understand

Now I will be a part of all that you are

 

I find it beautiful

How much happiness we want the other one to feel

We would give up the world for just a smile

 

Because the other half’s happiness

Is yours and mine

Isn’t that love to the fingertips

 

So, get used to me being all about your business

I’ll be nosing about in daylight

Wanting heaven at your door

I want to breathe her in

Into my bloodstream

 

Keep her locked in my heart

Still with the freedom she needs

 

I want to breathe her in

Into my bloodstream

 

I don’t know what I want

Other than her as close as it can be

 

When you think of monsters

I think of the hero who saved me

Barged into my life

With sword and thunder

I did not have a choice but be saved

 

Saved everyday

All the monsters fled

She was war on their doorstep

The doomsday coming their way

What a hero of the day

 

And not just one day

Every opportunity she had

Almost as if it was a crusade

Burning brighter everyday

As I said I could not help but be saved

 

I want to breathe her in

Into my bloodstream

 

Keep her locked in my heart

Still with the freedom she needs

 

I want to breathe her in

Into my bloodstream

 

I don’t know what I want

Other than her as close as it can be

 

I know what I believe

And it’s in her

Nothing in this world is for free

Even breathing costs energy

 

Like it or not

Just live

 

Just accept the price

And breathe fresh air

 

#Freshoutofmoneyandenergy

 

Years of love

Years of saying yes when you mean no and no when you mean yes

 

Swim low

Let them know point A but not

 

Extraordinarily

In our youth at least

 

#Freshoutofmoneyandenergy

#Highonmylittlelife

 

Guide the lost souls

Back into a system behind a monitor

 

Sign up and believe

In gold and spoiling yourself beyond that belief

 

Morning coffee

You are what you wear when you are alone

 

#Freshoutofmoneyandenergy

#Highonmylittlelife

#Braveryformeisbreakingthatlifelonghabit

I’ll take my habits with me

Till the afterlife

Obsessive behaviour

They are my saviour

 

Good or bad

These words don’t exist to me

Devil or angel whoever wins

Both are my kin

 

Dream on son

You are what you believe

Dream on girl

You are what you believe

 

Am I brave

Or stupid

Do I have strength

And to what length

 

What if my strength

Is my weakness

Oh, my poor soul

Will you ever be whole

 

Dream on son

You are what you believe

Dream on girl

You are what you believe

 

Keep on fighting

If happiness is what you feel

You cross the river

You cross the road

Longing

For the end of the rainbow

 

You stride

You’re in a hurry

Did you even enjoy it

The journey there

 

Did the world satisfy you

You dreamed of the sun

Looked to the heavens

You missed all beneath it

 

The little things

They never found a place in your heart

What even is there in your magic

If you can’t even find it

 

All you saw was gold

You missed the silver, bronze and more

You missed all the colours

While you were looking for one

I think you’ve been brave

In the life you lived

You should be proud

In every aspect of you

Every proportion

 

With you there’s always more to see

You can’t blink even once

You’ll miss something beautiful

A miracle you wish to see

It is like this when you find something divine

 

The source of inspiration

You define art

The curves along your body

You are moonlight that dances in the night

You should be revered as divinity

 

The single name that should echo

Throughout history

Within every painting

Every fairy-tale

There, you should be

I’ll live as if gravity did not exist

I will be soaring

Roaming the skies

Make you believe in angels

 

The world is my playground

Here I make my mark

My masterpiece though

Is elsewhere

 

The best in me

What I value the most

That thing that beats inside me

Is you

 

If you could see yourself

From my eyes

You’d also be staring for days

Believing in everything

 

If you ever seen a light as blinding

You’d also give everything

To keep it

And being able to say “mine”

I need sounds

More noises that disturb me

Screams

Songs

Whispers

I need them all

Sometimes sweet melodies

But usually something that burns

It need to change something in me

Hurt me so I open my eyes

Be a needle in me so sounds echo from me

I’m addicted to sounds

To the vibrations

I’m so addicted

This is not what you wanted but how you were raised

Exposed, at such young age

 

A loaded gun searching for fun

Thick skinned, at such young age

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

One little animal that knows it all

Cute, in her youth

 

Testing the limits of heaven

Proud, in her youth

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

So, you grew up after all

“knowing”, that your past is a flaw

And still the youth the kid in you

Will be there in the heart

Thinking you are silly not smart

 

Thick skinned

Thick skinned

In a world

That’s too little and too big

 

So, you grew up after all

My little animal

Is that a muse or is it a witch

Bewildered

Confused

Staring in awe

Watching it all

 

It may be a siren

Singing her songs

Tasting my heart

What choice is there

But to long

 

Medusa herself

Staring into these eyes

Smiling

Devilishly

I’m out of time

 

Goddess Aphrodite

What are you doing

With this body of mine

Am I fit for love of gods

There seem to be no time for questions now

 

Oh Venus

Oh feminine

You already have what you want

I’m in chains

Ready to crawl

 

With every inch of my body

Every beating of my heart

Know that I’ve fallen

The whole earth knows

To whom I belong