Month: January 2017

You wish you were a hero

You wish you were in another place

Maybe that you were braver

Or just a wish for a change

 

You want a change

You want a disaster to cast you away

Maybe a dreamland

Or just a wish for a second chance

 

Tiny steps but way to far

Do you know where you really are?

Tiny steps but still too far

Do you know who you are?

 

Not happy but not sad

A shell instead of a saving hand

 

Tiny steps but way to far

Do you know where you really are?

Tiny steps but still too far

Do you know who you are?

 

I cannot sleep but I am not awake

A wish for painless memories

Tiny steps but way to far

Do you know where you really are?

 

Tiny steps but still too far

Do you know who you are?

Where do we find the war?

In ourselves

Time to time

Where do we find the war?

 

I’m already inside of you

I’m already alive

 

When do we find ourselves?

In a war

So beautiful

Where do we find ourselves?

 

Aren’t you already inside of me?

Aren’t you already alive?

 

Parts from parts

Bits from bits

How come we find this so beautiful?

 

Where do we find the dream?

Whisper how to keep it alive

Saying save yourself

Where do we find that dream?

 

You were there from the start

You were my life

 

Where did we find life?

Lovely unsaved

Self-standing

Where do we find it again?

 

You were there in the end

You were still

 

Parts from parts

Bits from bits

How come we find this so beautiful?

 

Parts from parts

Bits from bits

How come we find this so beautiful?

Oh sweet storm of mine

Would you breathe for me?

Yes sweet storm of mine

Would you love for me?

 

I have a fire inside of me

So please good old memories

Would you sleep for me?

 

Sweet victory

Would you hurry for me?

Sweet enemy would you let me dream

 

I have a pain inside of me

So please good old memories

Would you sleep for me?

 

I have a war inside of me

So please good old memories

Would you sleep for me?

 

Sweet history

Would you remember for me?

Sweet love

I am sorry, so sorry

 

I have memories that haunt me

So please sleep good old memories

Why do you cry? I know life can be strange sometimes

But don’t forget to breathe, the stars still shine and your heart still beats

 

We all get lost, we all fall and scream

The harder the fall, the more you can teach

 

Now dream and soar, know that your life is always yours

You can run to the furthest place, escape this illusion that you can’t feel safe

 

Why do we fight? To realize what we are in time

Which side we want to choose, and none is wrong it’s just how you look at it someone will always lose

 

Who am I to say, who am I to blame?

We want another illusion, someone else is the cause of our faults

 

Now dream and soar, know that your life is always yours

You can run to the furthest place, escape this illusion that you can’t feel safe

 

In time you will understand, in time enemies can be walking hand in hand

But this is just words, actions prove what we are worth

 

Now little child, play your games, enjoy your faith, breathe again, you are safe

Thread by thread, we are born we are bred

For your entertainment, I’ll be your piece that is what they said

There is a mystery in playing god

Cause’ once you start you are toying with hearts

Finding favourites, reshaping the dark

 

Oh, what have I become

Oh, what I am now

Oh, is this really me

Killing beauty

 

Day by day, I think that I’m in a dream

Where you play, where you pray

And when I want you to stop

You kill every little thought

Reshaping me to what I’m not, but who am I

 

Oh, what have I become

Oh, what I am now

Oh, is this really me

Killing beauty

 

Oh, is this really all

Oh, you are really my god

Oh, tearing me apart

Is this what you want?

 

You change the scene

Where I can breathe and be me

And I fall down and cry

Remembering every hit

Remembering every curse

Remembering everything that hurts

 

Oh, oh, oh

 

Oh, what have I become

Oh, what I am now

Oh, is this really me

Killing beauty

 

Oh, is this really all

Oh, you are really my god

Oh, tearing me apart

Is this what you want?

 

Is this what you want?

You’re drumming on my lungs

And savouring the heart

Is that all you wanted to be, a whisper

 

Darling I’m Faceless, because that is what you see

 

Faceless

What am I a beast, when did I become nothing more than a, whisper

 

You want me endless

Stored up

Bottled up and, yours

You want me endless

Stored up

Bottled up and, yours

 

A little bit of you and a little bit of me

With each minute a part of my skin is yours to peel

And what will you do with what you see?

 

Which part do you want to disappear?

What is it that you do not want to be here?

 

Just a body that you’ll wear

Nothing here just my skin that you wear

 

You want me endless

Stored up

Bottled up and, yours

You want me endless

Stored up

Bottled up and, yours

 

You’re drumming on my lungs

And savouring the heart

Is that all you wanted to be, a whisper

Journey through the wilderness that is my backyard

I carry my luggage, and I walk hard

The soothing sound of a beating heart

 

I feel your breath against my skin it is so soft

Isn’t that voice a lovely sound; darling

That is your violent heart

 

You came, and you conquered what you saw

I may be a dreamer, but that is the purest of all my thoughts

You came, and you conquered what you saw

I may be a dreamer, but that is the purest of all my thoughts

 

Deeper in the wild deeper in my thoughts

You can take piece by piece, and reshape it all

No more nightmares no more evil in my heart

 

Your shine breached my wall my veil washed away

Brighter than the sun, with tiny words

My life will never be the same

 

 You came, you conquered what you saw

I may be a dreamer, but that is the purest of all my thoughts

You came, you conquered what you saw

I may be a dreamer, but that is the purest of all my thoughts

 

What do you do, with what you find?  

I’m an open book, for your mind

What do you do, with what you find? 

I’m an open book, you’ll see that in time 

 

You came, you conquered what you saw

I may be a dreamer, but that is the purest of all my thoughts

 

 

 

 

 

If you could talk to your younger self what would you say?

Would you laugh would you cry dislike the same?

Love as you do or run away?

 

Tell her not worry, your world will change, do not, do not be afraid

Do not, do not be afraid

 

Small steps, with a giant in your chest

A monster, within that heart that seem endless

 

If you could talk to your younger self what would you say?

That pitch perfect is not what you would want to be

That fate and destiny, is out of reach

 

That sometimes, sometimes you must be hurt, to see

Be hurt, to see

 

Baby steps to be genuine

There’s so much, so much that you want to say

 

If you could talk to your younger self what would you say?

That life is a journey that you will fly and sail away

That the rain is a part of the game

 

If you could talk to your younger self what would you say?

 

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